[The aphro has his entire body on fire, but he's slowly getting use to it after having accidental run-ins with touching. It doesn't feel much different than it normally had before except for that powerful urge to do.
Heat creeps up his neck into his cheeks, and he moves forward without any hesitation until he's flush against Shiraishi's chest. His head tips to offer more room; the nip earns a pleased hum from him.]
I don't mind. I'm use to giving everything to my master. I want to become stronger by enduring.
[ by this point shiraishi has already had practice avoiding the impact of this accidental aphro -- as bad as it had been, it does make things easier now, slowing down that rush and leaving that fire more of a pleasing burn that an unbearable flame. ]
Even if you start questioning them? [ he moves his mouth to nip at another point on hizamaru's neck, hand in the hair pulling a little to urge him to crane his neck back, just a little. ] Or do you not question them at all?
[ his free hand slips up to start finding buttons and undoing them, swiftly and smooth, while he's still distracting hizamaru with the attention his giving to his neck. ]
[There isn't complete resistance to the hair pulling; he resists just enough to get that pleasant feel of the tug, but his head goes easily back to give Shiraishi the whole of his neck. Under his lashes, his eyes shift over Shiraishi's shoulder in thought.]
We voice our concerns, but our master always explains their reasoning. We trust our master's judgement.
[His shoulders drop to make it easier for the jacket and unbuttoned shirt to come off his arms when it's time. And then his hands come to to start doing the same in return.]
[ shiraishi has to let go of hizamaru's hair to let his shirt be loosened and pushed off his shoulders, once the buttons have been dealt with. ]
I think we've seen how easy it is for that to go wrong here. [ ... ] There's a choice though. Even with your master, hm?
[ that's... something. voicing concerns, trusting judgement. whatever the master is that these swords follow, they sound different to what shiraishi would hav expected. but still, there are more important things to focus on right now.
shirt off, he lets it drop and turns his attention to the button on hizamaru's trousers, undoing them and hooking thumbs into the waistband. with his grip fairly firm, he takes a couple of steps forward, crowding and urging hizamaru to move backwards towards the bed. ]
[Gently, he bows up against Shiraishi's front even as he is moved backward, making Shiraishi have to work for it a little to get him there without him becoming a pest.
When the backs of his knees hit the edge of the bed, he digs his fingers into Shiraishi's shoulders and falls on the sheets and the mattress.]
Some of us question our master's orders, and sometimes we question our master's formations. Such as newly summoned swords being sent on missions.
[Both hands slide over Shiraishi's skin, leaving trails of pleasant fire until he cups Shiraishi's neck in them both. He pulls the other man down so he can nip at Shiraishi's lips.]
[ oh— there they go. he’s able to untangle limbs enough to catch himself on his forearms, avoid toppling forwards and landing directly on hizamaru’s chest. ]
“My master, right or wrong” — that’s the phrase for it, isn’t it.
[ he’s quick to catch hizamaru’s lip between his teeth and deliver a sharper nip to it. everything is a learning curve; if he brushes hands here does it drag a reaction from the other man? teeth scraped here; a squeeze of the hand here, or the brush of fingers over shoulders, arms, collar bones. every reaction catalogued and stored away for now, every non-response noted and the action that accompanies it discarded. leaving things that he knows will work, and be brutally effective if used correctly. ]
Lift your hips.
[ it’s said firmly, his hands already pulling at hizamaru’s trousers. it’s trickier to get them off now they’re on the bed like this, but not impossible. ]
[It's clear Hizamaru is fairly malleable. The essence of a sword. A weapon crafted in beauty and made to protect and attack. He loves being praised and explored, but more than that, he loves the structure of orders--not harsh or ugly orders, but guiding ones. He loves being used, even if the hand is firm.
But he also loves nicking Shiraishi here and there to make sure the man is kept on the toes.
As a reward, he makes some of the best noises, all polite and quiet, never loud or boisterous or exaggerated. Everything is authentic: the hood to his eyes, the glint to the gold of them, the deep and fluttery breaths.
As instructed, he lifts his hips, rolling them against Shiraishi until the trousers come down, easier than expected with how narrow his hips are.]
he makes note of the best reactions, and where they come from - listening for those shivery little breaths and what draws more physical reactions, and those retaliations. he wraps an arm around hizamaru's waist to keep them raised, continue that roll of their hips, rocking them together in a slow, and almost lazy grind.
it's not like's unaffected too. the effects of simply touching are still present, like a burn through skin. when he does let hizamaru's hips drop again, it's only to place hands on his hips and press them down into the bed, thumbs smoothing over his hipbones. ]
... [ "use me as you will", he'd said. ] You were so vocal about what you wanted before. But now we're here you're all quiet, and submissive. I'm not even sure I'm surprised.
[ he bites at hizamaru's collar bone, hands still holding down his hips with just a little too much force for something so simple. ]
[He drags the fingers of both hands up to the backs of Shiraishi's shoulders. He grips gently, curling his nails and letting them bite. He arches his back like he wants to roll their hips together again, but his are pinned, so Shiraishi only gets his chest and a craving, frustrated hum.
He knows Shiraishi is almost taunting him, but instead of biting, he rolls his head back and brandishes his long neck.]
If you don't wield swords appropriately, you can be cut by them. I don't mind showing you how to handle me if you aren't sure.
[ oh, that's a nice arch. shiraishi moves to run a hand up one of hizamaru's sides, and down again, slow and deliberate. ]
Hm.
[ he sits back a little, letting go of hizamaru's hips so he can push down his own pants and slide them down and off his legs. once free, he leans forwards again. this time though, he gets a hand around hizamaru's wrists and pins those to the bed. ]
Isn't that half the excitement? People seek out that kind of adrenaline.
[ but, y'know. aphro. he does have an epic cuck war to win here, so he leans back down, using his free hand to push one of hizamaru's legs back and hitch it up. there's little in the way - limb or awkward angle wise - to prevent him from rocking his hips down again, a steady and slow pace, just bordering on the edge of not quite being enough. ]
[There's nothing said, but his golden eyes are watchful, lingering on Shiraishi as the clothing comes off, lingering on the body after. He accepts Shiraishi again between his legs, lets his wrist get folded under a hand with only a shift of playful resistance.]
Do you?
[The leg that goes up has the most practiced, tantalizing flexibility. It's not in one long line so much as the angles of it are perfect, like an acrobat, but it matches the definition and thickness in his muscles. The rock gets a throaty hum, and partially bared sharp teeth.]
[ his eyes are drawn to the leg. specifically the lack of resistance he feels when pushing it back. his hand slides a little higher, until it’s at the bend of his knee, and with a bit of manoeuvring, pushes it further up to rest over his shoulder.
he’s not particularly slow or coaxing about it, focusing more on whether he feels any resistance to the movement. when hizamaru’s leg is comfortably rested on his shoulder, he runs his hand back down it, only stopping at the curve of his ass. ]
I don’t really do adrenaline. Not like that.
[ well, here they are. and there are so many different options he could take right now. after a moment of thought, shiraishi reaches out to grab one of those just-chilling-over-here bottles of lube off the side. ]
[The leg obeys the instruction; it folds up over his shoulder, and there doesn't seem to be any pain or discomfort on his face at the position. But the muscles do quiver when the hand slides back down over the hot, exposed skin. His lashes flutter from the pleasant sensation.]
You like to watch.
[He's spent a good deal of time with Shiraishi so far. The man's eyes are always watching, Shiraishi is always watching. Where they are, his face, his movements.]
[ his eyebrows raise slightly at that -- almost like an accusation, but is followed with a very tempting offer instead. he leans down to plant a couple of kisses on hizamaru's neck, finishing with a sharp bite on the collar bone. ]
I've been watching you since we got in here. Are you going to put on a show?
[His hips jerk gently when the teeth sink into his collar. The leg, though, stays where it's at, mostly because with Shiraishi's shoulder in the way, it can't go anywhere.]
I don't mind if you watch me. Dimitri-san enjoyed watching. Do you want me to put on a show, Shiraishi-san?
[Reaching up, he takes the wrist of Shiraishi's hand which has the bottle. Instead of taking it away, he guides Shiraishi's hand over himself so he can remove the top, and then he urges the fingers to squeeze the slick liquid out. It pools in light rivulets over his chest, down his stomach, between his legs, and then he lets Shiraishi go.]
You can watch me, Shiraishi-san, but please take care of me when I become impatient.
[He leaves his leg in Shiraishi's care, and he raises the other up by placing the arch of his foot on Shiraishi's hip and thigh. One hand caresses himself down the middle of his chest, fingers picking up the liquid along the way. The stomach tightens and rolls at the sensation. He squirms pleasantly the lower he goes, until he can take himself in one fist and stroke languidly. His eyes don't leave Shiraishi's face.]
[ when his hand is free, he moves the bottle out of the way, setting it down on the bed within arm's length of them.
shiraishi shifts himself slightly so he's more comfortable, lowering his weight onto his forearm, but still able to watch what hizamaru is doing. his eyes follow the path of his hands, down over trembling muscles, before flickering up to meet that unerring stare.
he can feel his lips twitch into a sort of smile, as he watches for hizamaru's actions to be reflected in his eyes again - hazy, and pleasured. it only takes a moment for him to make a decision, curling his arm slightly so he can reach and dig fingers in to run through hizamaru's hair. after a moment, they stop that slow, soothing moment in favour of a slow but firm tug. ]
[Steady and rhythmically, he pulls on himself, arching his lower back to give himself a better angle at the hips. The fingers are met with a murmur, and his eyes flutter closed out of reflex.
When the pull comes, his head follows without resistance, and he lets out a moaned gasp. His fingers squeeze himself at the thickest part, and he moans again, more quietly. His eyes open, but only partially. They stare upward at nothing in particular for a long few moments as he works himself, like he's concentrating on the pleasant burn settling below his navel.
The expanse of his face flushes, and his chest and arms prickle with a wave of goosebumps. His other hand joins the first, and he gives himself a double-handed tug once before the joining hand skirts up over his stomach toward his pectorals. He kneads one, but it's the nipple his fingers are more concerned with than anything else.]
[ that was a good reaction. better than he'd expected. slowly, he pulls at those locks of hair, backwards this time to expose more of hizamaru's neck. he holds it there, just a little on the long side, before leaning down and trailing a line of bites down the muscle of his neck.
he moves back again to watch that hand trail up to pinch at a nipple, and admire the flush spreading over cheeks and colouring the other man's neck. the darkened patches of skin heralding the start of brusing where shiraishi's own teeth have marked and bitten.
he really needs that other arm right now. it takes a little shifting to let that leg hooked over his shoulder drop down, and coax it around his waist, but once it's there both his hands free, one to keep that pressure in hizamaru's hair, and the other to balance him as he leans down to press lips against his ear. ]
You enjoy putting on this sort of show, don't you? The attention, someone's eyes on you. [ he shifts himself back up and spreads his free palm over hizamaru's other pectoral, thumb brushing against the other nipple. still watching. ]
[Everything is toeing that line with being a bit rough, and it keeps him antsy. He bends his head, gladly brandishing his neck for Shiraishi's mouth and teeth. It feels like not enough, and he whimpers faintly when Shiraishi pulls away.
The hot words in his ear make him shiver. Under Shiraishi's hand, his chest heaves gently, splotched red across the skin. His own fingers falter when Shiraishi's take up the tease of his opposite nipple, and he tries not to increase the pace of his fist because he really doesn't have the sexual stamina yet to play it out.]
I liked... sitting by... my master's cushion and... being on display.
[ he angles his thumb a little, so he's dragging his nail over the nipple a couple of times and then repeats the motion with the flat of his thumb. ]
Like a prize, or a decoration first, just to admired.
[ he certain has the way of angling himself, putting himself on that sort of display even lying flat on his back on a bed. admirable, in its own way. the little shivers and twitches like signals to sensitivity. ]
I don't mind admiring. But sometimes you do have to get hands on with things.
[ he slides a hand down from hizamaru's chest, through the streaks of lube still damp on his stomach, and just raises an questioning eyebrow at him. ]
[His hips buck lightly when the nail catches his nipple. He almost moans, but it escapes more as a ragged gasp than anything else.] I was... longer... so he kept me there... since he believed my smith made me well... [His hand pulls at himself, and he closes his thighs ever so slightly to try to hone himself into behaving.
Shiraishi's hand doesn't help. His body rolls under it, following it. Strangely to him, it's so different when someone else is touching him. The sensation isn't quite the same as touching himself. His lips part, but he doesn't ask what he really wants to ask. Instead, his golden eyes are pleading, begging.
his motions are quicker and more precise when he sees that look in hizamaru's eyes - wide and pleading. grabbing his wrists, he gathers them in one hand again and uses the free one to slip inbetween his thighs and slowly, but insistently, coax them open again. ]
If you want something, you should ask for it.
[ he's just. reaching out for that lube bottle once he's got hizamaru's legs as far apart as he deems fit, and squeezing some of it out. but he doesn't go any further. go on then. ask for what you want, don't just plead for it with your eyes. ]
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... [ it's like he can see that aphro kicking in in real time. he just tilts his head for a moment, like he's thinking it over.
and then he reaches out and -- pats hizamaru on the head. ]
You should be careful of what you offer to people, when you have the choice of what you give away.
[ and then he slides his hand down and uses the grip on the back of his head to tug hizamaru forward and lean down to nip at his neck. ]
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Heat creeps up his neck into his cheeks, and he moves forward without any hesitation until he's flush against Shiraishi's chest. His head tips to offer more room; the nip earns a pleased hum from him.]
I don't mind. I'm use to giving everything to my master. I want to become stronger by enduring.
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Even if you start questioning them? [ he moves his mouth to nip at another point on hizamaru's neck, hand in the hair pulling a little to urge him to crane his neck back, just a little. ] Or do you not question them at all?
[ his free hand slips up to start finding buttons and undoing them, swiftly and smooth, while he's still distracting hizamaru with the attention his giving to his neck. ]
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We voice our concerns, but our master always explains their reasoning. We trust our master's judgement.
[His shoulders drop to make it easier for the jacket and unbuttoned shirt to come off his arms when it's time. And then his hands come to to start doing the same in return.]
I have to trust others' judgements here, too.
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I think we've seen how easy it is for that to go wrong here. [ ... ] There's a choice though. Even with your master, hm?
[ that's... something. voicing concerns, trusting judgement. whatever the master is that these swords follow, they sound different to what shiraishi would hav expected. but still, there are more important things to focus on right now.
shirt off, he lets it drop and turns his attention to the button on hizamaru's trousers, undoing them and hooking thumbs into the waistband. with his grip fairly firm, he takes a couple of steps forward, crowding and urging hizamaru to move backwards towards the bed. ]
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When the backs of his knees hit the edge of the bed, he digs his fingers into Shiraishi's shoulders and falls on the sheets and the mattress.]
Some of us question our master's orders, and sometimes we question our master's formations. Such as newly summoned swords being sent on missions.
[Both hands slide over Shiraishi's skin, leaving trails of pleasant fire until he cups Shiraishi's neck in them both. He pulls the other man down so he can nip at Shiraishi's lips.]
But he is still our master...
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“My master, right or wrong” — that’s the phrase for it, isn’t it.
[ he’s quick to catch hizamaru’s lip between his teeth and deliver a sharper nip to it. everything is a learning curve; if he brushes hands here does it drag a reaction from the other man? teeth scraped here; a squeeze of the hand here, or the brush of fingers over shoulders, arms, collar bones. every reaction catalogued and stored away for now, every non-response noted and the action that accompanies it discarded. leaving things that he knows will work, and be brutally effective if used correctly. ]
Lift your hips.
[ it’s said firmly, his hands already pulling at hizamaru’s trousers. it’s trickier to get them off now they’re on the bed like this, but not impossible. ]
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[It's clear Hizamaru is fairly malleable. The essence of a sword. A weapon crafted in beauty and made to protect and attack. He loves being praised and explored, but more than that, he loves the structure of orders--not harsh or ugly orders, but guiding ones. He loves being used, even if the hand is firm.
But he also loves nicking Shiraishi here and there to make sure the man is kept on the toes.
As a reward, he makes some of the best noises, all polite and quiet, never loud or boisterous or exaggerated. Everything is authentic: the hood to his eyes, the glint to the gold of them, the deep and fluttery breaths.
As instructed, he lifts his hips, rolling them against Shiraishi until the trousers come down, easier than expected with how narrow his hips are.]
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he makes note of the best reactions, and where they come from - listening for those shivery little breaths and what draws more physical reactions, and those retaliations. he wraps an arm around hizamaru's waist to keep them raised, continue that roll of their hips, rocking them together in a slow, and almost lazy grind.
it's not like's unaffected too. the effects of simply touching are still present, like a burn through skin. when he does let hizamaru's hips drop again, it's only to place hands on his hips and press them down into the bed, thumbs smoothing over his hipbones. ]
... [ "use me as you will", he'd said. ] You were so vocal about what you wanted before. But now we're here you're all quiet, and submissive. I'm not even sure I'm surprised.
[ he bites at hizamaru's collar bone, hands still holding down his hips with just a little too much force for something so simple. ]
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[He drags the fingers of both hands up to the backs of Shiraishi's shoulders. He grips gently, curling his nails and letting them bite. He arches his back like he wants to roll their hips together again, but his are pinned, so Shiraishi only gets his chest and a craving, frustrated hum.
He knows Shiraishi is almost taunting him, but instead of biting, he rolls his head back and brandishes his long neck.]
If you don't wield swords appropriately, you can be cut by them. I don't mind showing you how to handle me if you aren't sure.
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Hm.
[ he sits back a little, letting go of hizamaru's hips so he can push down his own pants and slide them down and off his legs. once free, he leans forwards again. this time though, he gets a hand around hizamaru's wrists and pins those to the bed. ]
Isn't that half the excitement? People seek out that kind of adrenaline.
[ but, y'know. aphro. he does have an epic cuck war to win here, so he leans back down, using his free hand to push one of hizamaru's legs back and hitch it up. there's little in the way - limb or awkward angle wise - to prevent him from rocking his hips down again, a steady and slow pace, just bordering on the edge of not quite being enough. ]
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[There's nothing said, but his golden eyes are watchful, lingering on Shiraishi as the clothing comes off, lingering on the body after. He accepts Shiraishi again between his legs, lets his wrist get folded under a hand with only a shift of playful resistance.]
Do you?
[The leg that goes up has the most practiced, tantalizing flexibility. It's not in one long line so much as the angles of it are perfect, like an acrobat, but it matches the definition and thickness in his muscles. The rock gets a throaty hum, and partially bared sharp teeth.]
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[ his eyes are drawn to the leg. specifically the lack of resistance he feels when pushing it back. his hand slides a little higher, until it’s at the bend of his knee, and with a bit of manoeuvring, pushes it further up to rest over his shoulder.
he’s not particularly slow or coaxing about it, focusing more on whether he feels any resistance to the movement. when hizamaru’s leg is comfortably rested on his shoulder, he runs his hand back down it, only stopping at the curve of his ass. ]
I don’t really do adrenaline. Not like that.
[ well, here they are. and there are so many different options he could take right now. after a moment of thought, shiraishi reaches out to grab one of those just-chilling-over-here bottles of lube off the side. ]
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You like to watch.
[He's spent a good deal of time with Shiraishi so far. The man's eyes are always watching, Shiraishi is always watching. Where they are, his face, his movements.]
Do you want to watch me?
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I've been watching you since we got in here. Are you going to put on a show?
[ because he's absolutely not going to protest.
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I don't mind if you watch me. Dimitri-san enjoyed watching. Do you want me to put on a show, Shiraishi-san?
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That's what all you swords do, isn't it? Put on a show.
[ he shifts back a little, hand moving to keep the leg supported with the movement. ]</small. Go on then. Entertain me.
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[Reaching up, he takes the wrist of Shiraishi's hand which has the bottle. Instead of taking it away, he guides Shiraishi's hand over himself so he can remove the top, and then he urges the fingers to squeeze the slick liquid out. It pools in light rivulets over his chest, down his stomach, between his legs, and then he lets Shiraishi go.]
You can watch me, Shiraishi-san, but please take care of me when I become impatient.
[He leaves his leg in Shiraishi's care, and he raises the other up by placing the arch of his foot on Shiraishi's hip and thigh. One hand caresses himself down the middle of his chest, fingers picking up the liquid along the way. The stomach tightens and rolls at the sensation. He squirms pleasantly the lower he goes, until he can take himself in one fist and stroke languidly. His eyes don't leave Shiraishi's face.]
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[ when his hand is free, he moves the bottle out of the way, setting it down on the bed within arm's length of them.
shiraishi shifts himself slightly so he's more comfortable, lowering his weight onto his forearm, but still able to watch what hizamaru is doing. his eyes follow the path of his hands, down over trembling muscles, before flickering up to meet that unerring stare.
he can feel his lips twitch into a sort of smile, as he watches for hizamaru's actions to be reflected in his eyes again - hazy, and pleasured. it only takes a moment for him to make a decision, curling his arm slightly so he can reach and dig fingers in to run through hizamaru's hair. after a moment, they stop that slow, soothing moment in favour of a slow but firm tug. ]
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When the pull comes, his head follows without resistance, and he lets out a moaned gasp. His fingers squeeze himself at the thickest part, and he moans again, more quietly. His eyes open, but only partially. They stare upward at nothing in particular for a long few moments as he works himself, like he's concentrating on the pleasant burn settling below his navel.
The expanse of his face flushes, and his chest and arms prickle with a wave of goosebumps. His other hand joins the first, and he gives himself a double-handed tug once before the joining hand skirts up over his stomach toward his pectorals. He kneads one, but it's the nipple his fingers are more concerned with than anything else.]
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he moves back again to watch that hand trail up to pinch at a nipple, and admire the flush spreading over cheeks and colouring the other man's neck. the darkened patches of skin heralding the start of brusing where shiraishi's own teeth have marked and bitten.
he really needs that other arm right now. it takes a little shifting to let that leg hooked over his shoulder drop down, and coax it around his waist, but once it's there both his hands free, one to keep that pressure in hizamaru's hair, and the other to balance him as he leans down to press lips against his ear. ]
You enjoy putting on this sort of show, don't you? The attention, someone's eyes on you. [ he shifts himself back up and spreads his free palm over hizamaru's other pectoral, thumb brushing against the other nipple. still watching. ]
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The hot words in his ear make him shiver. Under Shiraishi's hand, his chest heaves gently, splotched red across the skin. His own fingers falter when Shiraishi's take up the tease of his opposite nipple, and he tries not to increase the pace of his fist because he really doesn't have the sexual stamina yet to play it out.]
I liked... sitting by... my master's cushion and... being on display.
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Like a prize, or a decoration first, just to admired.
[ he certain has the way of angling himself, putting himself on that sort of display even lying flat on his back on a bed. admirable, in its own way. the little shivers and twitches like signals to sensitivity. ]
I don't mind admiring. But sometimes you do have to get hands on with things.
[ he slides a hand down from hizamaru's chest, through the streaks of lube still damp on his stomach, and just raises an questioning eyebrow at him. ]
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Shiraishi's hand doesn't help. His body rolls under it, following it. Strangely to him, it's so different when someone else is touching him. The sensation isn't quite the same as touching himself. His lips part, but he doesn't ask what he really wants to ask. Instead, his golden eyes are pleading, begging.
Touch him, touch him.]
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his motions are quicker and more precise when he sees that look in hizamaru's eyes - wide and pleading. grabbing his wrists, he gathers them in one hand again and uses the free one to slip inbetween his thighs and slowly, but insistently, coax them open again. ]
If you want something, you should ask for it.
[ he's just. reaching out for that lube bottle once he's got hizamaru's legs as far apart as he deems fit, and squeezing some of it out. but he doesn't go any further. go on then. ask for what you want, don't just plead for it with your eyes. ]
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look my braincell checked out at like 11:30pm when i fell asleep on the sofa, it's fine
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