Engage with my brother this week as though you are protecting him - I have him covered by another, but learned of the rule that if the person becomes aware they are protected, it will not work.
I haven't told him of that rule... but I would like to mislead him to the best of my ability. I have already lied to him, and cannot imagine he would doubt me, but I would like to have a second story to fall back on if I must.
[did you know?
that higekiri sucks?
... in all seriousness, he has possessed a personal mission above others since he arrived on the boat - and it is to protect his brother.]
... it is selfish, to take advantage of the fact that he loves me so much that he will forgive me. Similarly, it is selfish to work so hard in order to make sure that he will not meet his end before I do.
But I love him - and will endure anything so that he will be able to keep going.
[he just tilts his head]
Thank you for your help. Please continue to use me as you see fit as well.
[ interesting. that's a twisted sort of love, but quite an honest one. ]
Have you told him that? Not necessarily the part about you being willing to die before him, but that you care that much.
[ he tilts his own head back. ]
It's not as if it's a chore to sleep with him. [ hm. ] The benefits here with tokens and not-dying are good ones. Speaking of, are you set for the week?
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Engage with my brother this week as though you are protecting him - I have him covered by another, but learned of the rule that if the person becomes aware they are protected, it will not work.
I haven't told him of that rule... but I would like to mislead him to the best of my ability. I have already lied to him, and cannot imagine he would doubt me, but I would like to have a second story to fall back on if I must.
[did you know?
that higekiri sucks?
... in all seriousness, he has possessed a personal mission above others since he arrived on the boat - and it is to protect his brother.]
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... Yes, that's usually how it works. You tell them and they're no longer protected.
[ there's another pause in conversation, before he nods. ]
I have no problem with it. But I wonder what he'll think when he learns of your lies. You deem it worth it anyway?
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... it is selfish, to take advantage of the fact that he loves me so much that he will forgive me. Similarly, it is selfish to work so hard in order to make sure that he will not meet his end before I do.
But I love him - and will endure anything so that he will be able to keep going.
[he just tilts his head]
Thank you for your help. Please continue to use me as you see fit as well.
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Have you told him that? Not necessarily the part about you being willing to die before him, but that you care that much.
[ he tilts his own head back. ]
It's not as if it's a chore to sleep with him. [ hm. ] The benefits here with tokens and not-dying are good ones. Speaking of, are you set for the week?
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[hige is such a
horrible big brother
but regardless he's just going to laugh at that]
I am, a few times over. But if you promise to make it fun, I can be intrigued into going a few more times still.
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[ haha, yeah
you're terrible hige. ]
Good to know. Perhaps I'll contact you a little later on, and we can work something out. It's always beneficial to have a few more tokens on our side.
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[he's down for a dick appointment]
If there's ever anything you wish to purchase, let me know - I like giving gifts.
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[ dick appointment, he'll pencil you in for some banging hige.]
I'm not sure there's much I want in the gift shop. But there are always things that we can find uses for. As an example: what is "sexy jumanji"?
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