felinguistic | (no subject)

[ he loves you too boo. ]

Alright then. I'll accept. [ he just flips another page. ] Here, or elsewhere.

[...shrug.] The library's surprisingly big. You can get away with a lot in here without people noticing.

[Did Junpei already fuck in the library this week? Maybe.]

[ wow, lewd? lewd. but fair. ]

Oh, I see. You already know the best dark corners for such activities to take place. That, or you liked avoiding studying when you were at school.

What makes you think it isn't both? [Lewd. But...he shrugs a little.] Not that I ever did it in a school library, but I wasn't so great at studying.

You were creeping in the corners instead of crunching numbers. Somehow I'm less surprised than I thought I would be.

I was not creeping. I studied enough but...sometimes it wasn't that interesting. [He looks mildly indignant.] What kind of person do you think I was?

Most people go through a little rebellion at some point. I figured you were one of them.

And that's where you're wrong. [An awkward grin.] I...actually sort of just did everything I was told for a while. Beating up bullies aside.

[His younger self was an idiot, but it's true. He was a Good Kid.]

[ wow. ]

So the bitterness, frustration and occasional sass came from meandering through life in general, hm?

Beating people up could be seen as a rebellion of sorts. Or a little vigilante justice.

[There's an actual bitter smile in response.]

Nope. But we're not going to get into that right now. [Haha!] It doesn't matter, that was a long time ago.

That just makes me more interested.

...ask me again some other time, alright? I'm not really interested in killing the mood.

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[ he’s thoughtful for a moment ]

... alright. I can wait.

["Keep waiting."

But there's a nod...and he moves to let Shiraishi follow.] So what'll it be today? I can suck you off if that's easiest.

[Does he care anymore about this? No, it's been weeks. This is just how things go now.]

[ oh, look at that. Yeah, after so many weeks it doesn't seem so strange to be just casually offering up sex for survival. ]

Is it easiest for you? I'm not against it.

I've gotten better at it. [It's easier to be clinical about it.] Plus it's cleaner.

[ i'm so sorry for what i'm about to type, ty. ]

Ah. Well that answers the unspoken question of what you do at the end.

[Just a look.] It's easier, that's all.

[A little gross, but easier.]

[ He gets a look back. ] Oh I think we're all long past judging what goes on behind closed doors, no?

No, I can still judge. [A grin.] But we're all in a shitty position so maybe it doesn't even matter.

[ he "hmms" under his breath. ]

Something like solidarity in a shitty position, hm? It's not as though we can do much about it.

The clamshells aren't picky. You can get someone off with your hand alone and it'll still be enough to save you. So, why do people go above and beyond? [A two-handed shrug, and it's not a real question.]

I'm still not convinced this isn't some sort of psychological test on top of being a game, too.

Maybe we just enjoy challenging ourselves. Or maybe it's just a little bit of fun we're indulging in, in the middle of all these incidents.

There'll be a psychological reasoning there, I'm sure.

Probably. [...he tilts his head curiously.] Are you one of the ones indulging a bit by now? Or are you still picking every single one of us apart?

I can do a little of both. Tokens are always handy, and you all make for such interesting psychological study. I'd be in trouble if I lost my touch with profiling, hm?